Fuck

Actually I can smile n laugh every day even second
But mean I m happy
Recently don't know what I stress
Mayb really frustrated d!!!
Everyday I just know to cry n cry
N did nothing
Seriously I scare I will choose to s*********** to escape the question
Ok, don't think so much
Good night :)

Arhhhhhhhh...

May I complaint here
I m emo now
I really cant live as happy as before
Besides shopping + spend money + complaint with my frenz
What can I do
And importantly my bank's balance not really can tahan of my spending style d
Very fast I need to declare bankruptcy
Faster sue me!!!!
Lollllllll....
Arhhhhhhhhhhh...
Faster let me faint now
N wake up after 2-3 months
Lolllllllll....
Slap me now...
Lollllllll... :)
Or the best way
God, let me win the next first prize of da cai
But seem I never buy any lottery
Ok, sleep and dream now!!!
And tmr morning must buy da cai d :)
Good night :)

Gigi's song

Just realise Gigi's song not bad le
although super old le =)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=f2d-M1gnoGEduan fa - gigi


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jrBLzLqEHoI&feature=related
dan xiao gui - gigi

废话 =)

好久没用华语写BLOG了 =)
今天真的有点心血来潮=)

其实我真的这样贪玩吗?
只是尽量在最短的时间完成最多的事罢了
虽然没玩我会内疚
但不代表我不在意
比如我可以不上课,不听课,就连INTERNAL的试都不考,就连考了一定不及格
但EXTERNAL的试,我一定尽力也不曾失望过吧

但没了玩人生就少了乐趣
没了乐趣就没了目标
没了目标人生就没意义
好讨厌这样的人生
每次都懒得改变就让它继续...

但真的要改变就需面对很多波浪
一次可能比一次高
但希望不会有放弃的一天
如果我的人生只需做一世的学生那有多好=)

Joke... LoL...

saya memang tak tau bahasa melayu
saya tak tau cakap even biasa conversation
saya from kindergarten hingga university
tak pernah guna bahasa melayu cakap dengan kawan
even diherti oleh police or kakitangan kerajaan
saya juga seldom cakap melayu
even before saya belarja BM
saya juga tak pernah dengar (actually saya kurang dengar apa cikgu ajar)
although saya belarja most of subject by BM (sejarah, matematik....)
tetapi saja nak understand itu sentence, saya nak read beberapa kali
sekarang saya lagi tak faham
after form 5, saya straight din use BM
all subject ajar by bahasa inggeris
saya memang bahasa idiot
mata saya hanya boleh tengok figure sahaja la
LoLLLL....

~lol~

I always don't know to make decision
And of course keep doing wrong decision
Recently just think tiok my future also sad
I don't know what's my next step
And I already plan Sui Sui for everything
Sure got something happen and straight cancel my plan
Penang is good but bored
Although I love this small island and jam everywhere @@
But how and how ah?
Lazy to think anymore
Enjoy my weekend 1st la!!!
Plan not to load my email
But just today!!! What the...
Happy weekend!!! We just have 2 weekend per week!!! :)

Chinese new year

Actually I not really like cny
1. I am so reality, Ang pao so little n open it lagi sad. Better don't have cny n mummy save more $$$
2. Before n during cny, everywhere so jam!!! All parking space is full!!! All cinema also full!!!
3. Parent need to spend lots of $$$ for drinks, food, cookies, clothes n ... Pity them nia n I m so kian siap dint gave them any extra $$$ yet.
4. Cny mean peak is coming!!! At least mostly we still can celebrate xtmas n new year :)
5. Relatives like to ask how much ur bonus? Got bf? If you are student, how many As u get? Haha :) but I think can understand la cause everyone don't have common topic like clothes, movies, games...

May be others love cny cause they will receive bonus but I can't get it before cny, so what's the different? But this year i still consider the luckiest cause I still able to apply leaves :)

But still wish everyone happy cny :)

~my job~

Everyone like to complaint about everything
Your career, study, partner, friends, colleagues, clients, parent, family, relatives n .....
But most of the time I also love to complaint
But always remind myself should appreciate what you have
Then you just will look as young as me, wth @@
Actually look back my first full time job
Actually my firm treat me not bad
I had went 3 five stars hotels to work in my pass 1 year plus 10 days
I think if I dint work, most probably won't step in any five stars hotel
So suddenly feel so satisfy of everything =)
So hope I m not making the wrong decision again =)